Good morning my brothers and sisters, this is a beautiful Thursday morning, as I sit here writing this post. Yes, God does forgive deliberate sins.

This post is about me sinning for an extra-long period of time. This post is about me and not you, so do not get offended or upset as you read this post. And remember tomorrow is CHRISTmas, so, enjoy that day and your family.

Just a few minutes ago God took me back to some of the awful sins I committed a long time ago, I had to relive every second of it all over again. After going through those awful sinful events again, I found myself on my knees crying, begging, and pleading to God to forgive my sins.

You do not have to worry about going through this for your sins. I have heard that it is written somewhere in the bible, it is probably not worded like this, but here goes, “Confess your sins to Jesus, and ask Him to forgive your sins, if you are sincere when you ask him, he will forgive your sins,” and that will be the end of that ordeal.

For most of the sins I committed, I knew it was wrong to commit such sins, but I did it anyway, and I did it for a long period of time, and it did not bother me at all to commit these sins. I had an idea there would be some repercussions for my action, but I did not know it would be like this.

I am not going to tell you the sins I committed in this post, but know this sin is sin, but some sins carry a greater penalty than others. You probably will not have to pay a penalty for your sins, but God deals with me differently in some circumstances than he would anyone else. Now I understand why he treats me the way he does.

I just met Jesus in July 2020, he has been with me all my life, but I never acknowledged him. Sometimes when things were going bad for me, I would ask Jesus to help me, but I never was serious about knowing Jesus I just wanted his help, sometimes he would help me, and sometimes he would not.

I get a bad feeling when I think of some of the sins I committed back then. I try to avoid those old sinful memories. Jesus has already forgiven my sins, but I guess I just like beating on the side of my head. Back in July 2020 I asked Jesus to forgive all of my sins, and he did forgive me all of my sins, but he gave me a good talking to.

I am a very special person to God, or a very un-special person to God, I have to live with it anyway it is. I do know God loves me, because he came down near hell doors where I was and took me out of that awful place when he could have gotten someone more worthy than I am, and there were a lot of other worthy sinners in that place.

If you were afraid to go to Jesus because of some sins you committed, do not be afraid. Jesus took me in, and you could never commit any sins as bad as mines, no matter how hard you try. So, Brothers and Sisters don’t hesitate any longer, go to Jesus today.

Although I am a believer now, there was a time when I was not. At that time I seldom asked Jesus for help, you see, he is the very same person who’s rules and laws I intentionally stepped on as if they were nothing more than useless junk, I just did not care.

by: Me | Photo: Pikist