Why Do I Want To Do The Opposite Of What God’s Word Said?

One of my biggest problems today is I do the exact opposite of what God’s word said,

no matter what it is that Jesus tells us to do, I find a way to do the exact opposite. For instance, he told me to love my brothers and sisters, but today I still do not really love my brothers and sisters as much as I love myself.

Most people today will say we love our brothers and sisters, but in their hearts, they know they are lying. I guess we forgot that Jesus also knows we are lying too, and we are going to have to give an account for the hateful things we are doing to our brothers and sisters. But I guess we just do not care about Jesus’s laws, and it shows.

When hateful things are done to my brothers and sisters, I say stupid things like, it was not me who did that to them. And I do not go immediately to their defense, so, that makes me more guilty than the person(s) who actually did the wrong,

I do not know why it is so easy for me to do the things I want to do, but I find it burdensome to do what Jesus told me to do. I hope I am the only person in the world who is like this. When it is time for me to pray to my Heavenly Father, I do pray, but I usually do not feel like praying.

Everyone who reads this blog post, please pray for me, because I am a very sick person. It is easier for me to ignore my neighbors than to love them. Back in July 2020, God put me in a dreadful place, where I did not want to be and I never want to go back there ever again. Being in that awful place made me change the way I was living.



You see, I am the most unperfect person in the world, yet I want everyone else to be perfect. I can see all of your faults, but I never was able to see any of my faults. And if I caught anyone doing anything against God’s word, I would make a big deal out of it.

I am improving my everything now, Jesus have really been working hard on my behalf since July 2020. Jesus has been with me all my life, but I never really acknowledged him until now. The bible states ask Jesus to come into your life and he will, but God had to put me in a dreadful place before I honestly and seriously asked Jesus to come into my life.

Although I am getting better now, I still have problems when it comes to forgiving people who have done wrong, especially when they have done me wrong. But at the same time, I pray to God every day to forgive all of my sins, I hope I am probably the only person on earth like that.

I am really enjoying this new life in Jesus, if you have never tried it, please do so soon. This new life in Jesus is wonderful, wonderful, wonderful, and etc… At least I love it and I am sure you will too. This new life, like everything else, it has its ups and downs, but there are more ups than there are downs.

If you have never met the devil before, you will when you honestly and seriously invite Jesus into your life. The devil does not want you to live a good peaceful life. I do not want to scare anyone away from asking Jesus to come into their lives, but living a life with Jesus is not going to be easy. But the rewards are so great.

So, just how do you live this good life with Jesus, which is not going to be easy. While the devil will be attempting to attack your mind, what weapon do you use against him? Jesus gives everyone who comes to him their own personal holy spirit, he will help keep you strong and safe.

by: Me | Photo: Pxfuel

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